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a little too not over you

February 7, 2010 · Leave a Comment

It never crossed my mind at all.
It’s what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You’re better off with someone else.
It’s for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You’re with him now.
I just can’t figure it out.

Tell me why you’re so hard to forget.
Don’t remind me, I’m not over it.
Tell me why I can’t seem to face the truth.
I’m just a little too not over you.
Not over you….

Memories, supposed to fade.
What’s wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn’t think it’d be this hard.
Should be strong, movin’ on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You’re with him now.
I just can’t figure it out.

Tell me why you’re so hard to forget.
Don’t remind me, I’m not over it.
Tell me why I can’t seem to face the truth.
I’m just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah…
Now I’m on my own..
How I let you go, I’ll never understand.
I’ll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you’re so hard to forget.
Don’t remind me, I’m not over it.
Tell me why I can’t seem to face the truth.
I’m just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you’re so hard to forget.
Don’t remind me, I’m not over it.
Tell me why I can’t seem to face the truth.
And I really don’t know what to do.
I’m just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

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Hard Slap!

January 5, 2010 · Leave a Comment

Agak bete dengan kelas skrg.. Tapi kalo gw manja dan mau semua sesuai keinginan ya mending dirumah aja tidur!

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My point of view about new year

December 31, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Malam tahun baru.
Apa yang membuatnya sangat spesial?
-Pergantian tahun? Iya, betul. Terus ada apa kalo tahun berganti? Buat jadi titik dimana kita berubah? Kalo iya, kenapa mesti tahun baru? Kenapa ga pas ganti hari aja? Toh emang sama2 berganti waktu kok, dan lagi ga perlu nunggu tahun baru kalo mau berubah, kalo niat kapanaja pasti bisa kok berubah, dalam konteks menjadi lebih baik lagi ya tentunya.. -buat kumpul2 keluarga, kerabat, temen2.. Iya bisa, mungkin aja ini merupakan momen dimana semuanya bisa kumpul2 bareng, karena kalo hari2 biasa pada sibuk semua sama urusan masing2..

Tulisan ini kayanya skeptis banget ya.. Kayanya saya tuh ga seneng tahun baruan.. Sebenernya saya cuma heran aja, kenapa kayanya tiap tahun baru heboh sekali.. Kayanya cuma ini yg kejadiannya ga bisa diulang. Padahal pindah bulan, pindah minggu, pindah hari, pindah jam, itu juga hal yg ga bisa diulang lagi loh. Dan ga perlu nunggu tahun baru kalo mau bikin perubahan, perubahan itu bisa kapan aja kok.. Ya pokoknya selamat tahun baru 2010 buat semuanya.. have a wonderful year in 2010.. :D

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I am (was) pathetic

December 28, 2009 · Leave a Comment

I used to be someone that did things according to other people, not because I told to but, because I want to felt like I had a super close friend. So I just adjusting myself into what they said. e..g. A and I are a friend then he said to people that I ate everything, and I just said yes, I am.. but the truth is I didn’t ate anything, actually I’m very picky for my food.. Then why I said yes? Its because I want to felt that I and A are best friend, we know each other.
What the other word if not patethic for situation like that? I may not be the smartest person but I now, that the things like that is bad. It makes you live a life that full of lie! I lied to others, and to myself.
How could I be a better person if I can’t be honest with myself..
Well, hopefully now I’m not the same person anymore, now I must say the truth about myself, don’t lie just for having a friendship that look like in the movie, but in the real world you just faking it.. Real friend may be not the person that know anything about you, but they will always there for you, in happy and sad times..

*pardon my english if there’s a mistake in spelling or grammar, I just try to learn to post my thougts in english.. :D
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hobi baru

December 19, 2009 · Leave a Comment

sebenernya ga baru2 amat sih hobinya, tapi karena baru mulai rajin sekarag2 ini baru gw cerita deh disini..

jadi setelah menonton acara2 di discovery travel and living, gw kok jadi suka masak ya? secara banyak bener acara masak2 di channel itu.. kok kayanya kece bener gitu kalo bisa jago masak, macam si jamie oliver.. belom lagi ngeliat si robert burke, di everyday exotic, tiap selasa jam 8 kalo ga salah.. dia tuh kayanya bisa aja bikin makanan enak dan menggairahkan.. :p dia juga kalo ngejelasin tuh enak banget, org awam juga bisa ngerti..

maka dari itu sekarang tiap ke gramed gw suka liat2 buku2 resep terus beli deh.. nyampe rumah dibaca2 sambil ngebahas resepnya sama si suster.. *itu susternya adek gw pas masih kecil, dan setelah sempat melanglang buana ngurusin anak2 org laen, dia ikut nyokap gw lagi..:p* nah abis itu diomongin dah bahan2nya, dan berakhir dengan minta duit ke bokap buat belanja dipasar sebagai bahan masak2 besoknya.. *ini si suster yang kepasar sih, kalo gw mana bangun pagi2 begitu..:p*

setelah dapet bahan2 maka dimulailah pergumulan di dapur dan secara gw agak2 ndablek ya si suster kembali berperan sebagai supervisor.. setelah mateng, biasanya gw suruh adek gw yang nyobain.. dan beneran deh, seneng banget rasanya kalo ada yang  bilang masakan lo enak.. :D

nah karena itu mari kita rajin2 bikin makanan enak, karena kalo enak bisa buat nyenengin orang, dan bikin orang seneng itu pahala bukan? *duh ngemeng apa lagi gw*

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yes we can

December 14, 2009 · Leave a Comment

‘ah mana bisa lo begitu!!’

‘mana mungkin ini bisa selesai!’

‘ngarep aja lo mau bikin begini!’

sering ya kayanya kita denger kalimat kaya begitu, bahkan gw sendiri juga sering menggunakan kalimat senada dengan kalimat diatas.. dan sekarang gw berpikir ‘kapan gw majunya kalo gw masih mikir begitu?’

terkadang kita suka berlindung dibalik kalimat pesimistis kaya gitu, karena kita ga mau bikin paper secara maksimal, karena kita ga mau repot ngurusin sesuatu, karena alasan alasan lain yang pastinya akan menghambat progress kita, baik secara akademis ataupun secara umum. semua karena kita ga mau keliatan bego, atau aneh dihadapan temen temen..

mau diubah? susah ya, namanya juga udah jadi mindset.

walaupun ga semuanya punya mindset seperti itu ya, dan sayangnya gw masih termasuk mereka yang bermindset seperti itu.

makanya yuk kita coba berlatih untuk mulai berpikir positif dan optimis, walau ga semua hal pasti berdampak positif bagi kita

mari kita ubah dari

‘ah mana bisa lo begitu!!’ menjadi ‘gw BISA kok bikin begituan doang!’

‘mana mungkin ini bisa selesai!’ menjadi ‘yuk kita kerjain biar BISA selesai tepat waktu!’

‘ngarep aja lo mau bikin begini!’menjadi ‘wah, keren tuh idenya. kita pasti BISA bikin itu!!’

mari kita bareng2 berlatih untuk mengubah kalimat2 pesimis itu jadi ‘YA GW BISA KOK!!’

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What will you do

December 13, 2009 · Leave a Comment

If you are the PR of Omni Hospital?
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they called him pa Budi

December 7, 2009 · Leave a Comment

rasanya seneng deh kalo ngeliat ini, ini tandanya di Indonesia masih ada orang yang mau nolongin anak kecil dan memberi edukasi serta merawat mereka. *anjis bahasa gw*

sudahlah tanpa panjang lebar lagi, mari kita tampilkan, CNN Heroes 2009 dari Indonesia Mr. Budi Soehardi:

semoga dengan video ini, kita bisa lebih terpacu untuk bisa menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik, dimulai dari lingkungan sekitar kita, sekitar temen2 kita, hingga skala yang lebih besar lagi…

AMIN!

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Thanks for the adventure. Now go have one of your own

November 19, 2009 · Leave a Comment

baru aja nonton UP! dan keren banget!

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yes dear, i just haven’t met you yet

November 18, 2009 · Leave a Comment

another mr Buble Song..

 

Haven’t Met You Yet

I’m Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I’ve Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It’ll All Turn Out
You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I’ll Give So Much More Than I Get

I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

Mmmmm ….

I Might Have To Wait
I’ll Never Give Up

I Guess It’s Half  Timing
And The Other Half’s Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It’s Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me

And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ……

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I’ll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

They Say All’s Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won’t Need To Fight It
We’ll Get It Right
And We’ll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm …..

And Someday I Know It’ll All Turn Out
And I’ll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I’ll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It’ll All Turn Out
And You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

I Just Haven’t Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love …..
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

Love Love Love …..
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

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